Almost pregnant...

In very thankful and still in disbelief(when in not vomiting in the toilet) that I’m pregnant. But my husband and I still feel that yearning to adopt like we were beginning to plan for. This might be my last and only pregnancy and we will adopt in the future. This is our plan as of right now and it is still a goal for us to adopt one or more of our children in the future. I feel like by getting pregnant I abandoned that baby somewhere out in the world We wanted to adopt. I’m so happy my hubby expressed these feelings to me because I was feeling the same. I’m very excited at the thought of expanding our family through adoption sometime in the future. :-)

Our babies heart beats are 154 and 161! We cried when we heard their hearts. So amazing and surreal! We have officially graduated to our OB! I’m feeling more nauseas and my food aversions are really bad. I’m so extremely picky. I have a nasty metal taste in my mouth which makes me sick. But other than that, I am loving it. The symptoms are all reassuring. We got a new prenatal that is plant based dha. Vegetarian.

It would have been 2 years of ttc. Now all our worries seem miles away. We have a lot of looking forward to do, planning, saving, rearranging. I pray all my tumblr friends get their bfps. And not just bfps but healthy happy babies after 9 months. Love you all. You ladies are soldiers in my eyes. Never give up. :-)

I started taking a new prenatal vitamin on sat morning. Citranatal assure. Saturday afternoon I started getting hives all over my back, arms legs, ears and neck. We didn’t think anything of it until it got worse saturday might. Unbearable itching and covered in hives. I started anti itch cream all over my hives and Benadryl. Sunday morning my entire face had swelled up. My lips, my eyes, my ears, my forehead. All the while I was continuing my new prenatal. It was getting hard to breathe so we went to the ER. We knew I was having an allergic reaction but to what? I never had allergies in my life. They put an IV in me and gave me steroids and a bunch of others things. They said it was all safe for the babies. But I was freaking out. After sometime they released me to go home and I stopped taking the prenatal that was the only new thin I had started so it had to have been that. It’s now tues and my swelling is gone and my hives are gone. I stopped taking the prenatal and I’ve been good ever since. I looked up it up online and women has allergies to the DHA/ fish oil. I see my doctor tomorrow and will ask her for another prenatal that is plant based dha. Some women were allergic to the dye in the pills as well. I just hope my babies are ok. I’m still getting nausea so I guess that’s a good sign. Has this happened to anyone??? What prenatal can I take now?

Both heart beats are strong and well. We could see their lil hearts pumping. So amazing. I still cant believe this.

My nausea has really gotten bad. Almost threw up on the way to the doctor.

It feels good seeing all the bfp’s and everyone’s dreams coming true. :-) keep em coming!

I’m 6 weeks today and the nausea has kicked in. I haven’t puked yet, hoping I won’t, but it’s definitely kicked in. I am very sensitive to smells and meat now too.  When i get hungry, the nausea really is bad. And once I eat it goes away but then I get hungry quickly and it comes again. I have crackers and tortilla chips near my bed because I woke up in the middle of the night vey nauseas.  My husband boiled eggs this morning and I nearly vomited from the smell. We went out for Korean bbq, my favorite! But I couldn’t barely finish my meal.  

But I wouldn’t change any of it. I love that I feel nausea. It’s reassuring. Makes me feel better knowing things are working as they should.  God willing it will continue.  

Tuesday is our 2nd ultrasound to hear the babies heart beats. So excited and nervous. I hope both are beating strong. I’ve been in full twin mode. I can’t imagine not having both now.  

We had bought the Uppababy vista a while ago when they went on sale but now I need to sell it on craigslist.  It won’t attach two carseats. So we are going to get the baby jogger city select. Almost similar but its much better for twins and does a lot more for two kids.

Still can’t believe I’m pregnant. Still can’t believe it. :-)

I have been watching G&B and can not help but cry my eyes out! I mean how wonderful of husband is Bill??? He’s everything someone like Giuliana needs with what she is going through. He is such a gem! ::sigh:: He’s also very good looking. But any who, I am over the moon for them! I can not wait to see baby Rancic!!! This is exciting and I’m so happy for them!